EDIT_ They let mom and dad bring her home, but she's already gone..._EDIT

...but it's official. We're taking Molson in to be put down at 1:00. I'm not going though. She had another stroke a few days ago, and today she's constipated (which in her case can be fatal anyways) and she's barfing up everything, plus she's miserable now. So instead of having her suffer, we are now really gonna take her in.

God, dad's been an ass today, and made mom cry, so I actually yelled at him, and now he's not talking to me, but I really don't care right now -_-' so I'm glad we can finally put her down, so she can stop suffering. This time we're sure, so ....ya. I'll probably be on the computer all day, watching Yu Yu Hakusho and Bleach. Don't be afraid to message me about her, even if I start crying, I'll reply, and you can talk to me about any issues you may have

I love you all

OK, so they took her and the vet said she looks fine, she's just off only because of the stroke, and she is happy, so there is no reason to put her down! I'm really very happy right now!

He said to just let her live out the rest of her days, so we'll see if she can get to being 18 in February!

Thank you for all your support^^!

Mom set up an appointment for 6:45 to put down Molson. She's actually been doing really well, but at the same time, it's like she doesn't know where she is, or who everyone is. Basically the only things she has left is some hearing and vision, her instincs (to eat, drink, pee, poo) and her movement. But there's nothing left other then that. So we all decided that we would put her down soon, so now the time has come. I am trying so hard now to cry right now, but the tears are quick to fill my eyes.

I will not be attenind, but I am very sure my dad is going with mom, as he's usually home from work between 6:00-6:20. I need to help mom anyway I can, so I'll be here basically...as I can find many ways to keep my mind mostly off it, and I just can't bare to see an animal die, though it is a VERY humane way to put an animal down, plus, this is so she can't suffer anymore, and so we can live with the good times she she gave us instead of having to take care of her as a half-dead cat.

So I'll be here, and sorry if I don't answer any comments, or reply's or any of that shit for a few days (knowing me I'll try and act all happy when sending my messages as usual, and it depends on how I am...)


....Geez, it's times like these where I wish I was a nobody, with no feelings.... but then I wouldn't be human if I couldn't feel....Sorry I'm rambling So, I'll make sure I don't go emo on everyone, so don't worry about that. I'm gonna work on the second part of that Espada Halloween picture, and I'll scan the first part, so you can have a little look-see at what's to be expected of the good copy^^

So I'll see you later, Koga (I'm not checking for errors, so please ignore any -_-'

I'm gonna start off by saying that my 17 year old cat, Molson Canadian has had her fourth or fifth stroke in the past few years, but this time it has had a huge effect on her.... She is now blind in her left eye, and I have just witnessed her scratching at her eye and having a fit, mostly likely because she can't see. Also, one of her back legs has given up on her, and went she tries to walk, she can't even manage to take one step before she starts to fall over.

I woke up this morning (9:55, now it is 10:18) and I felt her come up, so when I started to move, mom said, "watch out for Molson.", I told her, "Yeah, I know, I felt her come up.", then she corrected me, "No, she had another stroke, but now she's blind in one eye, and she can't walk." The I turned over gently and saw my mom, and noticed my dad watching the cat intently at the door. I turned my attention to the cat. Her one eye was normal, the pupil is big and normal, but the other one is a small slit (kinda like a "defence mode" or"attack mode" may look) Isn't that a fun way to wake up? And just a few hours earlier she was lying next to me, purring as a pet her, she was jumping offa my bed and up onto my mom's bed (which is way higher them mine), but now she can't even take one step forward without falling.....

Anyways, mom already said, we will probably have to put her down soon, but she is an old cat, she's live 17 good years, so I hope her passing will be peaceful. She's the oldest pet we have ever had, and we will always keep her memory close. It is very hard not to cry right now *laughs*

Right now, I have to be the backside of the family, as my mom has been bawling all morning, though I DO NOT blame her, and my dad has been very "aware", if you will. If we do have to put her down soon, then I need to be the one supporting my mom AND dad, as they have loved and cared for her for a long time. She sleeps with them at night, and they share a special bond, so I'll definitely be their support.

I am sorry for the depressing news, but be assured that even if I am temporarily dead on the inside, I will always hold up my good nature here^^

~Koga

Sorry, I lied, I didn't put it up last weekend, plus I haven't been working on it because I have been partly bed-ridden from Thursday night (last week) until Thursday of this week (And I really had to catch up at school DX) But I will TRY to get SOMETHING on sometime this week. Again, I'm sorry, and I'm still not feeling good anyways

Also, the last few pages I HAVE worked on look like shit, so I'll have to re-do them anyways Oh well. So please don't get your hopes up because my luck is evil And I gonna work on that today, plus try and get up to 10 pages (I have between 6 and 8, but I need to re-do the last few)

Also, I wrote the rough draft (based off the fic) of how I'm arranging the comic and I wrote 3 pages. At this point I have basically finished the first page, so we're looking at around maybe 25-40 pages of a comic here. I dunno (up to 40 because some details are deeper then others XD If that even makes sense? )

Anyways, there's your update

Have a good day

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So I've got about 6-8 pages done, but I need to re-do a few, so I'm getting there I'm mostly working on it during weekends. I'll try and get a lot more pages done this weekend.

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I have decided I will start by working on a little manga-thingy based off of 's fanfic "Pink Panther" that she wrote for me X3 (Located here ----> [link] )

The couple:

GrimmSzayel (Grimmjow Jeagerjaques and Szayel Aporro Grantz)

So I hope you guys and gals look forward to it^^ And I may work on my little "Animal Espada" comic as well. (But I will focus more on this big project for now )

Also, I am still taking suggestions, and if I get some decent plots for the couples, I may do a few little manga, and maybe make it a little book of sorts (like chapters of a book, but different stories altogether )

...that is all

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Ok, so I've been wanting to do a couple comic for a while now, but I don't know which one to do

I wanna do an Arrancar couple (can be ArrancarxArrancar/EspadaxEspada ArrancarxShinigami/EspadaxShinigami or ArrancarxHuman/EspadaxHuman) but I don't have a plot, and I don't know which couple I should do, so if anyone has suggestions, I'll love you forever XD


Possible Couples:


GrimmIchi

GrimmSzayel

GrimmUlqui (x2)



(please give me more couples to choose from )